Always together.............

There is a time when outstation or working outside is meaningful.....only with my love's one together........it's really a bundle of joys to works while our family is just around......kalau kena outstation jauh...or went to overseas without my family together....feel like dying man!!! I don know.....mayb other people hav other opinion....but since zaman2 solo dulu dah slalu sgt out station....so, bila dah ade family neh...i rather give the chance to someone else laa....at lease until my bby a bit bigger....he's just so small to be far from me.......uhhhhhhhh......tak sanggup..........

At the time while waiting for hubby to pick up our kids....coincidently tis time just around k.l.....stay @ Renaissance........

Waiting mama with hugs n kisses that nite........after finish the meeting.........

Clearly K.L Tower from my room............used to enjoy the food @ d restaurant.....will bring my kids one day.........

Concorde hotel @ the corner.........jst wonder if the life band @ the Hard Rock Cafe still 'hot' as before.........heehehhe.......

 

Having breakfsat with my love one...........

Muah!!@*&&&&&&&.........

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Penat sesangat lately........baby Ian kena flu....so, mlm dia agak meragam sikit.....Lil Diddy plak masih nak perhatian 100% fr me n hubby......he always insist that he is d baby......nak mama dukung macam baby....nak mama tidurkan macam baby........mmg rasa restless akhir2 ni...ditambah plak dengan kerja-kerja kt site yg macam-macam.........Aargh!!!! kalaulah aku ini Superwoman...ade xtra hands ke....mesti power leh buat semua kijer at once kan.........dengan masalah adik aku nan sorang tuh... ntah bila laa dia nk faham2 gknyer.......tapi smalam mmg aku collapse! Dengan kepala yang berdenyut2 sakit...migrain! Boss plak terpacal depan mata dari pagi....mengadap aku pasal macam2 hal dia yg nak aku settlekan.........kalaula aku nih robot...picit je button.....aku start laa....tp aku nih manusia......kalau dah jammed........jawabnyer.....blackout terusss laaaaaaa..........uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!

Need a quite holiday..........

Lately rase mcm banyak sangat crutial decision kena buat kat office..........lg dah start kija kat site....handling 4 main contractor at once is nt an easy jobs.........(len kali tobattttt aku taknk buat D&B projects)....masing2 jaga buntoot msg2 jer.....nak terima bulat2 aper suggession consultant pun parahhh juger........kena gks laa amik tau serba sikit........barulah tak kena kelentong hidup2 kan...........letihhhhh......banyak dugaan mase mula2 wat projek....ramai 'teman2' seopis yang senyum2 kambing, look down n tak kurang kurang jg yang dengki (padahal depa tak penah buat tender mcm neh...apa lg...pakat2 kutuk laaaa...nama pun melayu kan...suker pekena!).......dah laa man power bwh kiter suam2 kuku je.....tp aku percaya laa....yg ptg Nawaitu kiter betol......Allah always show us the rite way........skang neh....bila dah nampak projects jalan...ramai plaks yang volunteer.....(biasalah....nk tumpang naik bot.........maner tau....singgah pulau2 peranginan ke kan........uwekkk!!!!)

Nway, bila dah telalu byk berfikir, i notice lately i moody ckit.....senang sgt naik angin...yg jd mangsa? My hubby....sian die....kdg2 i rase dia byk sbar ngn mood i ni.....(kata sayang bini kan........).....ditambah plak dengan kureng tido di malam hari kan......maklmlah.....waktu2 awal bulan baby neh.....bby bukan tau siang ke malam...kalau dia nk bjaga...suker2 dia je laa kan.....mana dia tau tgk jam pun......hehehhehhe.........takpelah..........demi anak2.........mama sabar...........

Tapi yg aku hangin satu badan tuh.........kalau kontrator2 neh menunjuk pandai lebih2 plaks!!! Apa? Ko bagus sangat ke? Pedulik apa aku kalau ko byk kija ngn JKR? Aku tak bayar kang.....padan muka ko.....ikut je laa apa yg aku nak..........banyak cekadak lak!! Team aku plak......derang neh suker2 je masuk kuar meeting.......commit laa cikit! Tau laa korang dah service 15-20 taun.....dah bayer2 pakcik/ makcik aku jer......tp respect laa meeting nih.....argh!!!! Susahnya kalau dah old tought of school neh.......dah berkerak!!

Agaknyer kalau stress bo naik berat badan ke? Kenapa berat i lebih dari mase dalam pantang arituh? Arfgh!!!! Kecewa................stress laa lgi..............

Sib baik ade anak2 yg bo layan lawak neih..........syang korang semua........ari neh mama posa tau! Semangat nk pose straight seminggu....banyak nk kena ganti sbb dalam pantang mase bln pose kan.......huuuuuhuhuh.........leh kurus ke? Amin.......

Peace mama............jgn tensen2.........tgk abang neh.....terror tak? Abg heppy je.......ompat..........ompat....sayerlah cicak mannnnn..........

Adik pun senyum2 je mama.........takde fenin2 kapala........hehee.....adik nak sushu je mama........abang pun samer.....nnt balik mama masak apa yer? Papa dah beli ayam kampung.....masak pedas laaa kan.......sayur kankung belacan.........horeeyyyyyyyyyy!

Kalau mama blurr je kan......apa kata main2 dgn adik je.......adik suker lagu2 neh mama........besh! Twinkle2 little star....blaa...bla......(sambil adik kagum hisap jari.......)

I NEED A QUITE HOLIDAY....SANDY BEACHES.......FRESH AIR......YUMMY SEAFOOD........LANGKAWI?

Cobaan...................

Dalam dunia yang serba IT neh kn......msh ade lg manusia yg berfikiran cetek kan..............apa perasaan agaknyer kalau sebagai wanita.....yg slalu kena kija dikelilingi oleh kaum lelaki.....kredibiliti anda seakan disangkal di awalnyer sbb awak muda lg dan pompuan lak tuh?  Aper....kalau ko dah tua....maka ko lebih terror ke?  Kalu dah kawen.....ade anak.....isu lain plak....bila nk out station....mesti ade org tanya.....brp ramai? saper lg ikut? pompuan ader?

  Nak wat camner kalau dah ko heading the trip n u are the only women? Derang neh kadang2 tak faham laa.....kita cakap aper pun bukannya nak amik faham.......

 

Argh...................lantakla...........ko penah ke naik keta katak cam kt atas tuh? Jaman2 P.Ramlee je ader tau....hahaahha.......(lam pics neh, aku mmg sajer dressing cam aci2 yer...kah..kah...India mariiiii....) lagi satu......ko penah ke dapat bunga ros mase jalan tengah jammed? Sebenarnyer ko jeles kannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn......hahahah.....cakap je laaaaaaa.........macam2 ragam manusia neh......kalu semua nak amik pot....pengsan!

Cam bongok jer aku rase.........

Argh........pagi ni adalah hari yang suram buatku.....uhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!! Dr umah lg dah byk slack....rase nk terbang jek drive td......panasssssssss!!! Entahlah.....rase nk cr kedamaian skejap....(sambil nyanyi2 lagu 'kedamaian yg hilang-XPDC')

Adakah ini semua dugaan? Atau aku yang kehilangan? Adakah aku di bodohkan? Atau aku yang kebingungan?

Office.......huh! Banyak perkara perlu aku bereskan.....

Akhirnya............nk g saloon....wat rambut....suruh cina tuh massage bagai.......

Haaaaaaaaa.......jgn ingat aku ngular laks! Hari neh Jumaat......rehat pjg yer...............chow!