Bluess in my life........

Hadoiiiiiii..............lately my mood : bluessssss...........................tak berapa okeh sangat laaaa.....the feeling of de-motivated is very dominant throughout the weeks..... well.....i do undestand that not all things in tis world is going smooth like what we always want...rite?

whatever....ever laaa.....

Talking about my jobs now.....not saying that i'm not satisfied or bersyukur with what i already have....but there's no more challenges to explore laa... to many birocracy and politics......even to do a small things also become so complicated......when an organization is not moving....or in a leasure stage....what will you guys do? Follow the rythm and do nothing....or tried your best to deliver your jobs? If it's success, suddently all the peoples that came from nowhere will appeared and dengan tak malunya mengaku involve okeh........but....if there is any problems, they will keep quite and put youself alone to be responsable......

Maybe life is always complicated no matter where we are...rite? After seeing all my brothers did their parts.....get their degree and having a good jobs....mayb this is the rite time for me to think back seriously about my dreams again....anyway, i'm glad that they did it! (Sight).........terasa sejuknya hati ini.....

Yeah...it might be a tough journey to face....but challenge enough to explore.....anyway, i love challenges...hmmmmmmm.......i'm not that old lol.....huhuhu.....still get the energy huh.....heheheeh.....we'll see.....anyway, 'human mind is like a parachute, it's only works when it is open'........

It might be something that no other people will think off.....hihihihi....well....i just can't stand any hypocrite thinking......neither tolerate to any other old thought of school again........oppsss....i might be a bit rough here...but, that's the reality...............

Well, this is a very fast world.......if we are slow............we'll be left behind......i'd rather move to some place that much more peace and energytic.....move and inovative.....doing something meaningfull......benefits to everybody......where i can feel the satisfaction in every move that i make for a living environments...... hmmmmmmmmmm........... still not too late to make a change huh?