Jelmaan hantu di siang hari?!!

Arituh blk kojer.....anak bongsu i becok nk cerita....dgn pelat2 + angin lepas je dr gigi ongak dia.....beriya2 dia nk bgtau ttg kejadian hari tu.....

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Di tengah hari nan hening......waktu semua jiran tetangga takde sb g kerja & anak2 g sekolah.....bibik ngn Lil Ian tgh syok layan TV sambil berehat2 nak membuta di tengah hari laa kan..... :-p

Tiba2x......terdengar suara meminta tolong memecah kedamaian tengah hari itu........maka terpinga-pinga laaa bibik sambil mendukung Lil Ian berlari ke car porch umah kami......bibik2 bersebelahan juga keluar ke halaman depan umah sambil mulut becok bercakap sesama sendiri : "Ada dengar enggak?" "Siapa ya?"

Selang 2 min kemudian, terdengar lagi bunyi meminta tolong itu....kali ini lebih kuat dan jelas datangnya dari arah berdekatan taman permainan.....

Maka bibik2 yang berjiwa CSI beramai2 berjalan ke arah bunyi meminta tolong tersebut sambil mendokong anak kecil jagaan masing-masing.....(pergh.....dpt aku bayangkan kecohnya derang.... :-D)

Pencarian terhenti di sebuah rumah loring tengah......dengan jelas seorang wanita menjerit2 mintak tolong dengan rambut menggerbang tak terurus.....sambil memegang tingkap bilik tidur utama....bersedia untuk membuat terjunan nekad....

Kecoh semua bibik2 cuba menghalang dengan jeritan supaya jangan melompat!!!! Tiba2 datang seorang jiran lain (warga tua lelaki yg sudah bersara) meluru ke rumah tersebut.....(tak kunci laa pulak pagar umah tuh kan...;-p)...terus naik ke bilik utama.....segera Pakcik tu sambut wanita yang menggigil ketakutan tersebut. Hampir-hampir nekad untuk terjun tingkap!!

Wanita : "Tolong....pakcik....tolong saya....ada hantuuuu"

Pakcik : "Mana ada hantu tengah hari buta neh!! Sudah!! Isghtifar!!"

Bibik kata...wanita tuh mcm blurr jeee......lansung takmo sebut apa2....terus menangis dan ketakutan sahaja.....yg beshnya bibik ckp wanita tuh sexy...pakai singlet ngn suar kontot jek....
(ciss! sempat lagi nk tgk bagai....hahahhah)

Bibik2 mula beransur balik......sambil mulut kecoh bercerita ttg kejadian tersebut.....pastuh ada bibik yg kerja kat umah berdepan ngn wanita tu.....bukak berita yg dia kdg2 kalau tido siang2 hari pun.....pernah nampak lembaga putih berambut panjang melintas tembus dinding.......

Aku diam je laaa...dgr cerita bibik neh kan....'nasi tambah' pun boley tahan gaks derang nih...maklumlah...pengaruh *sinetron kan..... :-p

Laki i balik umah mlm tu....i tanya psl kes neh.....my hubby senyum je....dia kata ada org bercerita hal tu kat surau....katanya pompuan tuh housewife....mmg ada sejarah kena histeria.....hari tu Pakcik Superhero tuh g bawak wanita tersebut ke Klinik As-Syakirin (Klinik Tabligh) berhampiran.....terus settle..... :-p 

Biasalah kan....org yg ada pengalaman kena histeria....kan tak bo sorang2....nnt boleh kena lagi....kesian pompuan tuh....
i cerita2 psl hantu ni agak tak berapa gemar nk gembar-gemburkan sgt.....mcmkan masa study kt UPM dulu.....sebelah asrama kitaorg kubur Cina...(derang panggil 'Jirat Cina')....mcm2 kes histeria ada....lagi2 kalu dah dekat nk exam...manjang ada yg jerit2.....kdg2 yg bertudung labuh tuh lg hebat takut bomoh ngn hantunya......i bukanlah berani sgt....tp kita kena ingat kan.....mana boley kita takut Mahkluk lain melebihi Allah? I pun pernah kena tindih.....pastuh bila kita baca ayat 'Kursi'...boley plak antoo cina uh ikut sama....tersasul2 laa kita jdnya kan.....berpeluh2 dibuatnya.....bila kita cuba fokus....sampai laa ayat yg terakhir...barulah antoo Cina tuh jerit kepanasan dan hilang......barulah aku boleh bangun dr katil......pergh....dia punya penattt....mcmkan aku br lari pecut 100m.....

Ada juga kelibat2 jelmaan kat toilet kaco i masa tgh mandi or basuh baju mlm2....bukan apa.....basuh baju mlm2 takde org sgt...takde laa berebut nk tadah air.....sekali tiba2 ada 'akak' rambut panjang tapi *takde muka tegur ko.....caner tu? Makin laju laaa daku sental baju tu.....kasik dia pegi....lebih kurang ~ "syoh3x.....g main laa jauh2x" ;-p

Masa kt umah sewa....ntah naper aku bo nampak depan mata makhluk mata merah berbulu lebat tenung kwn aku yg tengah sedap tidur....aku msh ingat bunyik dengusannya......ciss! tp aku tak bo nk kejut kwn aku tu...sb mulut mcm kena kunci.....mula2 mcm takut juga....lama2 bila asyik kena kacau....jd geram plak!! Dah laa kita blajar science subjek susah2.....tgh2 nk study......mcm2 bunyik pelik plak.....aku sound laa:  "Aku nk blaja laa!! Jgn kacau aku tau tak!!"...Menda tuh mcm mendengus marah.....gegar semua pintu bilik air dan pintu belakang macam nk roboh.....bunyi rantai kena seret atas syiling umah.....aku bengang je!!

Sb tak tahan...kitaorang buat report polis....idea haku laa tuh....very idealistic view sgt kan.... :-D...ingat polis bo jadik "Gost Buster" ke? Aahahhaha! Mayb masa tuh aku msh terpikir nth2 ada org ngendap kiraorg kot....hahhaha! Sempat lagi nk pikir logik manjang......padahal dah nampak depan mata... :-p

Abang2 polis kat Serdang tuh suka laaa anak2 dara datang ngadu kan....sekali bila suruh derang masuk.....dgr dan tgk sendiri gangguan tu.....terus berpeluh menggigil!!! Sb mmg jelas bunyi mcm org mendengus dan rantai diseret atas siling umah....kecut abg polis tuh....depa 2 orang....kuarkan pistol....pastuh suruh kitaorang g bukak siling.....dia suluh dr bawah....ada ka? Aku bengang je tgk.....last2 aku panggil imam Masjid UPM Serdang tuh....derang takmo datang...(mayb sb umah anak dara kan)....derang kata nnt derang buat sembahyang hajat + baca Al-Quran & pagar umah tu.....dari jauh je....

Abang2 Polis telah diarahkan buat rondaan dan intipan....ada gak laa kereta peronda polis berkawal depan umah kami orang...tp lebih kepada nk mengurat laa......time siang je ada....bila malam je lesap!! Tak boleh pakai betul.....hampeh!!

Alhamdullilah.....after Imam Masjid buat apa yg patut....takde apa2 dah lepas tu......kalau ada pun kurang sgt.....tempias2 bunyik org seret rantai je.....tak lama lepas tuh br dapat tau salah seorang housemate kitaorang keluarganya ada amalkan ilmu hitam....ada belaan yg kononnya utk jaga dia....(gila ke haper zmn2 moden cengginih amalkan ilmu hitam!)....bila dia cuti sb sakit masuk hospital.....benda tuh takdapat makanan....(darah period okehh!!) cisss!!! Patut laaa aku ternampak makhluk tuh tenung kwn aku satu mlm tu!! Sb kwn aku tuh tgh period!! Tp akhirnya akak tuh ada datang......gali sesuatu depan umah sewa kami...pastuh kuarkan brg dalam almari dia....then...ok dah.....takde pelik2 lagi...

Hantu & Syaitan mmg wujud.....yg aku tak berkenan.....kita mcm takut hantu melebih2 dari takutkan Allah.... tuh buat aku rimas sikit.....aku tak laa brani sgt.....manusia biasa yg byk kekurangan....tp bo tak jgn hebah2kan cerita kekuatan hantu tuh mcm laaa sampai tak bo dihalang lansung.....yg plg besh....kdg2 yg melebih cerita tuh tak pernah nampak hantu pun....saja buat2 cerita..

Alaaa...cth mcm area umah aku nih.....Puncak Perdana....ada je yg gatai mulut cakap....."Eh! Area umah u tuuh laaa yg Altantuya lalu nk kena bunuh kannn!!!" Pastuh aku tanya....." Kenapa? U pernah nampak hantu Altantuya ke kat area umah i tuh? Tp kan...i rasa, kalau Altantuya jd hantoo...lbh baik dia g kaco  umah org yg bunuh dia.....kitaorg nie, dia tak kenal pun!"...terus dia diam......tuh laaa....pandai2 nk sebarkan cerita tak betul.......tak koserrrr!!

I masih teringat masa blajar subjek 'Ibadah', Bab Pengurusan Jenazah, Kitab 'Mutaa'albadrin' masa sekolah Agama Negeri Johor dulu......ustazah cakap berulang kali :

"Setiap manusia yg telah meninggal dunia tidak mungkin akan kembali ke dunia semula.....apa yg terjadi adalah Syaitan/ Jin yang menyerupa seseorang....untuk sesatkan Umat Nabi Adam....." .....pull stop.

Bila kitaorg tanya psl org yg mati dpt tgk keluarganya....tgk mayatnya sendiri.....tak diterima bumi etc.....kata ustazah : "Itu kes perpencil....apabila ada angkara yg manusia lakukan terlalu dasyat...sehingga Allah tunjukkan sesuatu untuk jadi teladan kepada manusia yang hidup.....tp setakat ini, tiada sesiapa yg boleh mengatakan dgn yakin bahawa orang yg baru meninggal, rohnya masih berlegar2 dalam rumah".

Lagi satu.....neh statement plg ngokk laaa.....

Si Polan : "You.....derang cakap kan....sapa beli umah kat area taman tuh.....kena tandatangan perjanjian....tak bo ubah warna binaan batu merah tuh.....tak bo cat umah...kena pastikan sentiasa dgn batu merah...tak bo langgar pantang"

Daku : "Laa.....ye ke? I beli umah sana....takde pun kena tandangan apa psl tu? Suka hati laa nk bubuh kaler apa pun.....cuma kalau dah elok2 batu merah....buat haper nk cat plak kan....so far takde laa sesapa buat cenggituh.....tak tau laaa kot2 ada yg kreatif lepas ni....."

Mongok tak? Daku dan jiran tetangga bahagia je berumahtangga kat taman kitaorang dah dekat 3~5 tahun.....kitaorang takde apa2.....org lain plak yg sibuk.....sebenarnya sajer nk perlekeh orang lain kan......macamkan umah derang bagus sgt.....ntah haper nk digaduhkan agaknya.....bersyukur je laaa....hidup kat Malaysia nih serba serbi mencukupi......ko dpt hidup mewah......Alhamdulillah laaa.....

Apa2 laa......tp Editor Metro pernah cakap.....kalau nk buat apa2 cerita yg senang nk laku.....senang jee.....carik 3 topik :

1. Hantu

2. Seks

3. Darah (Kemalangan/ Tragedi/ Kematian)

Kompem disukai ramai.....lebih2 lagi orang Malaysia. Filem seram laaa.....jenayah laaa.....rogol laaaa.....cerita seks tak semestinya yg direct....asalkan ada unsur2 sex pun layan...mmg org suker.....(cth: Badan sasa, body sexy, bahasa lucah, imaginasi, iklan kekuatan batin etc).....byk sgt kat TV skunk yg sampai meluat aku tgk.....plg aku bengang satu drama kat TV3....ada ke derang buat satu cerita ni....sorang pompan tengah sembahyang sendirian kat umah.......mak abahnya g surau.....tiba2 dtg lelaki yg jahat.....rogol pompuan tuh yg tgh sembahyang kt ruang tamu!!! Lagi satu.....ustazah kena rogol baru balik mengajar budak2 mengaji....Gila tak?!!! Meluat ok!! Sengaja tunjuk Islam & Melayu tuh sgt tak bertamadun......TV provider neh tak pikir ke kesan negatif dari paparan mcm tu? Patut laa Tun Mahathir pernah tegur kenapa banyak sgt cerita karut kat TV skunk neh.......cerita hantu especially.....FINAS & RTM....pls laaa pantau2 sikit....sedeyyy laaa.....(tetiba kan...)

Neh bukan antoooo....neh anak2 daku.....semangat nk g terjun kolam.....cuti raya haji arituh singgah P.D. jap.....carik ketenangan....hihii ;-)

Apa2 pon....janganlah letakkan ketakutan kepada makhluk lain itu melebihi Allah yg Maha Kuasa....itu sahaja.....byk doa2 untuk elakkan perkara tidak baik atau berjumpa dgn makhluk hodoh seperti hantu/ Jin/ Syaitan......

Tp jgn lupa yer....tak semua hantu/ Jin/ Syaitan itu sentiasa hodoh.....mereka bo menyerupa menjadi manusia yg sangat cantik & hensem.......kalau yg ineh....suka laa jumpa? Padahal itu pun hantu/ Jin/ Syaitan juga......yg telah berjanji akan terus berusaha untuk menyesatkan Umat Manusia.....sehingga hari Kiamat....

Errrr.....renung2kan....
Wassalam...

Executive Talks with Tun Mahathir...

Tak tahu nk cakap apa........ucapannya sangat mendalam......amanatnya memberi kesan di jiwa.....soalan2 yang diajukan kepadanya dijawab dan dikupas dengan sangat tepat. Rasa terlalu rindu pada kepimpinan beliau.....semangat patriotiknya terpancar pada raut wajahnya yang terlalu sayangkan negara dan bangsanya.....yang mahukan kekayaan negara ini dirasai oleh semua lapisan masyarakat.....tak kira di mana sahaja....bukan untuk sesuatu kaum atau seseorang individu sahaja...

Terlalu sukar nk diluahkan dengan kata-kata.....nasihatnya kepada para pemimpin negara dan ketua-ketua Jabatan, KP, Pengarah & semua pegawai kump P&P kerajaan dari seluruh negara......sangat menusuk kalbu dan memberi kesan.....kecuali mereka yang buat2 pekak dan buta hati......semua mata tertumpu pada ucapan dan jawapannya yang tidak perlukan sebarang teks ucapan atau rangka jawapan.....

Benarlah kata Tun.....kuasa yang diberi kepada Ketua atau Pemimpin bukanlah untuk mereka membuat sesuatu bagi kepentingan diri sendiri atau menyalahgunakan kuasa itu......kuasa yang diberikan itu adalah satu kepercayaan yang membolehkan ketua membuat sesuatu yang mendatangkan manfaat dan kebaikan kepada seluruh rakyat atau orang yang  dipimpinnya......

Bergetar jiwa mendengar ucapannya.....semacam ada amaran dan kesayuan.....tentang harapan dan harga sebuah perjuangan....bila di tanya apakah rahsia kejayaan di bawah kepimpinannya, jawapan beliau mudah sahaja....TIADA RAHSIA......hanya dengan bekerja bersungguh-sungguh.....perkara ini bukan sahaja applied utk negara...tetapi juga untuk diri sendiri dan keluarga....mana mungkin kita boleh berjaya dengan hanya berangan2x......duduk berehat dan enjoy sepanjang masa.....hanya tahu bersuka ria dan malas berusaha.....tidak mahu lansung bekerja dan tidak mahu lansung bersusah sedikit...hanya mahu yang senang-senang sahaja.....mana mungkin kita boleh berjaya?? Melainkan kita hanya jadi manusia yang meminta-minta....terlalu banyak lagi nasihat dan pandangannya.......mmg ucapannya terlalu berharga & 'significant' pada orang yang tahu menilai maksudnya.....

Dalam usia melebihi 80 tahun.....beliau masih terus membaca buku ilmiah setiap malam.....Tun....I don't care what other people said about you....u are my idol.....pejuang bangsa yang sejati....Pemimpin Negara yang paling dihormati...

Tqvm Mak....jasamu membuatkan aku boleh berada di sini.....bersama-sama semua yg lain....mendengar amanat Tun yang tercinta....buat bekalan sepanjang perjalanan ini.....yang masih jauh untuk di tempuh....

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The learning journey....

When i was offered as an officer, i'm just optimist and leave Serdang with Doa' that my journey will be smooth to reduce the burden of my family and other siblings in their studies......

When i registered on the first day, the Top Personnel at that moment is not happy because they are expected to receive male officer. I'm not really sure why, but since the HQ already send me there...they have to accept me. I was instructed to handle out-reach program while at the same time the management people make some arrangement to transfer me out (without my knowledge of coz). When the clerk revealed the news to me, i'm just quite and refuse to make any conclusion becoz i don't think in this era people still practice gender discrimination or preference...especially in my own country...(a very idealistic view from a fresh graduate :-D)

 I was called in the meeting room.....with Mr. Chairman and surrounded by the other Heads....doing second interview after SPA did....I'm still optimist and be calm....I was asked with so many questions but the last statement is the most interesting one... ;-)  

Mr. Chairman: "You are still very new....u have been chosen by SPA without our representative during the selection... look's like all the Head seems to like u.....but that doesn't mean i like u.."

Me: "It's ok Sir....i understand, we cannot force other people to like us..."

He look quite shocked with my answer.....maybe he didn't aspect me to answer him.....i'm cool, ask permission to go out and leave the room....still with  respect to the people that have the intention to investigate & judge me for nothing....just becoz i'm a young lady...not male as they preferred to have.... :-)

Few months after testing me with different kind of jobs and challenges, given projects and task with very minimal guidance......finally they realize that i'm tough and qualified enough to be ignored. When i received the letter to be transferred to other Department, the bosses start to feel that i'm suppose to be in their Division and decided to make me remain......what an 'interesting' experience i had yaa!....hihih....i'm about to laugh out loud!! LOL! But again, they make a joke by arranging the cancellation to transferred me out quietly... ;-D !! Really LOL!!! 

Being young and bold....with my aim to help my family.....i face the challenges and turning back is not an option....i know that i have to be strong...remain optimist and x want to waste my time by blaming my faith or get mad of people's ignorant....i choose to forgive them and move on...

Few years later, the Big Boss keep on changing and the recruitment or hiring process doesn't always involve the top management as they claim.... professionally done by JPA or SPA...nobody make noise and the candidates that passed the interview never been tested as i had....i'm just wonder why during my time it is like a BIG issues when there is nobody represent the top management during selection process. I'm also not sure who actually  influence the top management to have a preference on hiring male officer rather than woman officer......the politics in the office seems to be more interesting to watch ;-)

When lately there is some issues arise by the Auditor and certain people start to find other people's faults....i'm just smiling.....i'm aware....i know it is definitely unethical to simply give show cause letter to anybody that done nothing wrong......it is even worse to deliver the wrong statement/ information to the Higher Authority....lead to conflict and wrong judgement by others....

I'm certain with myself, my colleagues and operative personnel under my supervision...i know they have done their best.....even trying very hard to maintain everything as the number of visitors is overwhelm.....certain mechanisms have been queried.....but as a technical officer...is not my territory and it is far beyond my control.....the root cause of the problems must be identified and resolve quickly....

I believe that everyday is a learning journey for me......i'm optimist that the truth will be revealed  as "Allah  Maha Adil"...watching every single move we did...record every single words we said.....and He have warned:

"He raised up the heavens and set the Scale of Justice (so firmly) that you cannot play it false" (Surah 55:7-8)

Penawar hati....

Lately mama byk kerja....terpaksa balik lambat sikit.....slalu rasa tak sbr nk jumpa anak2...balik hr ni....tgk anak2 mama tgh mengaji....sejuk rasa hati....semoga menjadi anak yg soleh ~ menjadi penawar dukaku.....penyejuk hati....hartaku di dunia & akhirat.... ;-)

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InsyaAllah....

Glad that now we have a  firm KPP (P).....he seems to know many things & understand the situation better....anyway, everything is too soon to be judge...so far  things looks fine...

No matter what....need to be optimist....'langit tak selamanya mendung' ~ semoga dipermudahkan semuanya.....InsyaAllah.....

Green is a good color for relaxing ~ :-)

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Gegirl next door ~

Pagi2 Lil Diya sampai umah i dah....."Assalamualaikum......untie....Ian ada? Nak g main taman boyeh tak"...Hihihi...alahai....anak dara jiran depan umah ....Mat Salleh kata : "Lil Girl Next Door" ...heh.....kemain cantekk pagi2 dah mandi....pakai dress biru....siap hair band ~ ;-)  Cute laa pulokkkk.....

Kemaruk laa si Lil Ian nak pakai baju encemmm gaks.....hadoyyy....layankan je laa....pastuh dua2 budak kenit g main kat taman dgn baju tantek memasing.......with bibik of coz... :-) Bdk2 dua orang ni mmg rapat.....kalau masing2 balik kg pun....msg2 asyik sebut2 je.....dah teringat leww tuew...

Hihi....i love my neighborhood life ~ semangat kejiranan masih tinggi :-D so far, jiran2 sebelah umah, kiri kanan & depan belakang takde lagi laa yg perangai pelik2.....hv a high tolerance and sincerely protect each other.....Alhamdulillah ~ semoga berkekalan.....aminnnn :-)

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24 hours a day....

  I was waiting for a Majlis Ilmu last weekend and a beautiful young lady at middle of 30's enter the hall. She looks very cheerful and have a pleasant image. We started the kuliah with surah Al-Ikhlas and she started to talk about ethics.....a very interesting topic about human rights, freedom, woman, fair judgement, happiness index....everything sounds interesting to know.... :-)

Nobody knows that she just involve in an accident that morning and her car is badly damage....she looks stunning and fine....like nothing happen....for her...it is a pity for her to spoil the beautiful morning by arguing how the accident happen....he decided to be optimist....she leave it to the insurance company to handle....she added : we decide how we want to feel everyday.....sad or happy?

Talk about her life as a wife, mother of 3, a lecturer, a daughter & DIL.....everything looks so tight ya?? Tihihii.......maybe....and there are people (out side) watching at her and whisper: 'Hey...she seems to do everything, even have class during weekend? Aren't she feel tired? Have she cooked for her kids? Done the laundry? Enough time for her husband and maybe for herself?'

 Well.....do we  ever have enough time? Rasulullah s.a.w. also have given 24 hours a day.....same with us....yet, he manage to perform all the 'ibadah and done his duty that many of us may wonder how he did it......Qiyamullail, Solat Hajat, Solat Sunat, Solat Duha, Fasting......++ Allah.....u name it.....

Well....ok laaa.....that's Rasulullah....how about ordinary people like Tun Mahathir? Just wonder how he manage to think, work and done so many things in a day? 

Everybody is given 24 hours a day......what do we really do ya? What is more meaningful? Feel bored coz donno wht else to do? Or feel glade we manage to do  what we suppose to do? Is  it true that a busy woman like her give less attention to her kids and life? Is children with full time mummy is a guarantee to be better than children tht have a career mummy? How about a man? Househusband maybe? Do they exist in Malaysia? Dato' Dr. Fadzilah Kamsah didn't agree with this phenomena.....coz he believe that a man should go out and looking for the "rezeki"....

Well....how about a blogger? Everybody knows a daddy blogger enjoying his househusband title.....busy updating his blog everyday and look after his baby boy, caution about his masculine body.....waiting with patient for his wife to go home....and having a nice dinner together.....while he gain money from his blog.......hhmmmmm....interesting ~ people handling unique life ya!  ;-) 

I'm sure everybody have their own arguments.....i'll leave it for everybody to debate....as for me......for time being....i can't imagine my life without my career....i love to be a mom and bless to be a wife.....i enjoy cooking, baking, sewing, stitching and drawing......i also love to write...(maybe one day i could produce a novel?) Hmmmm.....that's a good idea....can be considered as one of my retiring plan.... :-)

  Everybody have their  own way to occupied their 24 hours/day.....either a housewife or a working mom....surely have plan on what to do....not to just sleep all day i believe...bored rite? or just shopping all day long....almost everyday? nothing else? will surely get bored......(for me maybe...huhuh ;-p) whatever it is....we should not judge a woman that hv a career and seems to do so many things can't handle their life or abandon their family.....do we know her capability on handling his life in balance? Yet, still have time for herself and enjoying her life better than us maybe? Hihihi..... ;-p

Whatever it is.... a wise mother should already know how to balance the time for herself and her lovely family.....everything that important for her will never been left behind....she will try her best to be fair to all her children and faithful to her husband wherever she goes.....maybe that's why Allah give woman a very high position as a Mother.....because Allah knows that woman can explore her maximum potential to handle many things.....complete the woman's life with a Man who will be responsible, taking care of her and help to make her life easier........MasyaAllah ~ Maha Suci Allah ~

With my hubby's bless, redha & doa'....plus redha & doa' from my mother....so far everything flow smoothly...my pray to Allah may everything become easier for me ....may the knowledge tht i gain...benefits me and others....to be apply in my daily life and work.....helping me to understand them better......why people with science background always think this way and the social people look at that way.....how to bridging the gaps and how science communication should come in the middle and benefit everybody....

Learning about something that related to my work help me to realize why certain people behave wrongly and feel nothing, yet i feel sympathy for them....teach me to have a fair judgement and hold my patient handling 1001 humans behaviors along the day....sounds weird hah? hahahha....it is...but tht's how i feel...i am more relax and peace in handling many issues that i face.... tq Allah ~ :-)

Aha...we may still look young today.....or we wnt to be young forever.....but Rasulullah did say : "Kebanyakan Umatku akan berumur antara 60~70 tahun"....time goes by so fast.... i am already past almost half of the golden age 60~70.....and what have i done with the past 33 years of my life? Is it good enough? Should i keep on dreaming? or wasting my time thinking that i'm still young and behave@ dress like i'm young all day n nite? Pretending that i'm still the sweet 17 that everybody will admire? Having fun all the time and do the same things as i did when i was 20's? Hahahhaha.....come on!!! *masa yang pergi tak akan kembali * we may miss all the chances that we have today..

How about choose to be realistic? Learn to be wise, look elegant & pleasant to carry the titles (as a wife, a mother and a career woman), suit our behave with our age and live the life peacefully......

For the next 2 years...i'll be double busy with my elder son's time table, his home work, schools.....plus his lil brother started the kindergarten....i should prepare a proper plan to suit their need later on....including spending more time for their school preparation....how abt my own plan then? My endless plan.....Hahahaha!....just wonder how it's gonna be...must be exciting....hhihi....

Ohhhhhh......it is getting even weird now.......i tend to love my life more and feel bless with what i had today......Tqvm Allah...for giving me the chance to live my life at the fullest! ;-D

A marathon week...

1. Sport n Spinach  Exhibition with Exploratarium, Denmark

2. Draft Agreement Contract for Thematic Exhibition

3. Draft report ~ ASPAC Rice Exhibition Development Workshop

4. Dino's Science Carnival

5. Internal Audit Report

6. 1001 Inventions ~ Muslim Heritage Exhibition

7. Star Trek Exhibition

8. EMA 717 Assignment & Presentation ~ Ethics in Public Services

9. EMA 756 - Financial Management in Public Services

10. NSC Borneo Branch

11. Additional info for Science Scheme upgrading

Allah....tqvm for giving me the strength and will to perform my job as 'ibadah' to You ~ Allah the Almighty... I've done all my best to make it better for me, for them, my children & others.....with Allah...i believes that what's the best will always given to the right person in the right time at the right place.

Tqvm Allah fr given us the most Wise Leader in the Ministry - Y. Bhg. Dato' Dr. KSU....other people may have different perception about you.....but i adore your Great Leadership in making either Descriptive or Normative  Decision that most of the time suite the best situation. It is extremely hard to change people and it is absolutely cannot be done within one night.....but Y. Bhg. Dato' Dr. have done a lot of efforts to help MOSTI, especially on upgrading the science scheme that dominated the Ministry.

It is our efforts today that determine the sustainability of future S&T career in this country. We can always choose to ignore and wait & see....but certainly these are not the choices that the great leaders will consider...

I understand very well that this life is too short to be wasted and time goes by so fast.....it is a promise that we are all gonna be face Allah The Almighty ALONE and nothing else will be considered as rewards to us except our knowledge that benefits others, a sincere do'a from our children s and  'amal ma'ruf' that we managed to performed in our life...

 “He has raised up the heavens and set the Scale of Justice (so firmly) that you cannot play it false” (Surah 55:7-8)

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His BFF ~

I took Cuti Ganti today....coz last weekend im on duty....time for my family.....anak2 pun seronok semacam sb pg2 bangun mamanya ada kt umah....

Abang pg2 da g kindnergarden.....adik selalunya main basikal ngn his only bff ~ Dhia....anak neighbour i depan umah.....tp sb mama off today....dia takmo g mana2...nk kepit ngn mama sajork....mama nk berkebun depan umah pun mengekor kt blakang....mama mandikan rainbow d rabbit pun adik setia tunggu.....kalau bo mama mesti sentiasa depan matanya...hihihi....

Dhia bila tak nampak Ian....pg2 da muncul kt depan pagar umah....."Ian2x....Dhia dtg ni".... hihihi....cute sgt....kebetulan kami tgh breakfast.....ajak Dhia sekali....kemain bdk2 berdua nih nk duduk rapat2.....sibuk Ian layan Dhia nk minum apa.....hihii....sweet sgt bdk2 kan.....so sincere n adorable.....

Derang main2 lego set yg i belikan aritu...Ian buatkan umah utk Dhia...alolololoo......comeyyyy kan.....pastuh derang cerita2 laa....ckp nnt umah ni ada hantu....pastuh dinasour datang...tp kita tak takut kan.....sb Allah ada....hihihihi.....so cute to see 3 years old kids explore their imagination.... :-)

Tak lama......bibik Dhia dtg panggil balik.....Ian cakap....."Nnt petang kita jumpa kt taman tau Dhia...byeeeeee...."

Pastuh Dhia salam i....hikhikhikhik.......feeling mak2 sangat i hari neh... ;-)

p/s: agaknya kalau derang da besar.....mcm skunk jugak ke? or.....dah segan....hihihi

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